mean people r mean

and i hate mean people.

but ne ways
you have always heard me rant
about wantin a bf
so ill just tell u
single is once again
getting very old.
being broke is getting really old too. i just cant supply alllll the $ i need for my demands and it kills me that in too effin young to get an effin job.
I HATE IT I HATE IT I HATE IT!!!!!!
It really isnt fair. plz tell me wut u think. an if ur my frnd tell me who to go out with cuz i cant think of ne 1!! ;)

Tiffany diamond studs set in platinum:$1,250

I want this very bad. One day, Em. One day. Would you rather have lifetime free whatever you want from tiffany&co or vesace?

Tuesday

hey- new fave outfit: purple sweater from Aero,
light brown cords from Bannana Republic,
and all my fave cubic zerconia= total prep!
midnight bowling next sat.? i hope.
who's invited: Me, Meena, Sierra, Kurt, Spencer, Dylan A. and his friends. maybe Rachel West.
I wanna be friends with rachel. i useta not like her but i just didnt know her. i can be that mean sometimes.
*personal reminder* Be nice- its tha holidays!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Its tha most wonderful time of tha year...............................fa la la la la la la la laaaaaaaaa!!!!!!!!

today

meena's in Mexico, sierra' s up north, ithink. so's its just me, an haley- = me =haley. and just because she might red this alls ill say is emily and 2 other, lets call them name withdrawns,dont like her.  I wish me and name withdrawns didnt have her.

but to end on a good note, im in the act of making more friends and adding them to my exclusive friends list. i need more freinds!!!!!!!!

ps

spencer found outs i liked him and i knew he wouldnt so im not sad, but i gotta few great compliments in the end.

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lazy

im like way tooo lazy and crammed this month. it all started with testing. not anytesting. standard. enough said.
i cant write poems loke i used to. cant read my "sixth sense" thoughts.
but dont get me wrong, really, im not depressed. its actually been good- like report card (THANKYOU MRS. BERMAN) and sie's b-day (14!!!!! paaaaaaaaaarrrtyyyyyyyy) and lotsa other stuff but that halloween candy is starting to show and wit thanx givin i am way not in the eating mood.

but speakin of depression, reminding me of goth-emily. i dont really know wo i am right now.
its so hard to be prep and ive become like waaaaaaaaay stuck up-er.
i kinda want to be goth outside cuz its so comfy, but my crush-a told me im waaaaaaay better in color. but crush-b is kinda goth but he doesnt matter much.

boys- jayson(b) spencer (a)
but idk. at least im goin to a party fri. and theres hot guys gonna b there