umm, new guy

umm his name is lj. we have a lot in common. gotta gf though. thats how it goes. o wait. i got sumthin i wrote last wk but coodnt load. here it is


Another day, another five songs. A good day, yes. A bad day, yes. Mostly bad. or mostly good? Life is that way, I guess. A lot of things are that way. Where does lonliness fit in love and longing? I think some ppl, all ppl, get lonely and give their hearts and friendships off to a stranger. Its fun. but it bruses.

I’m so very really confusing a lot much are not I? ((lol))

Heres a song.

Let it fall
Let it fall
Let it fall
Let me fall
You have failed
And you don’t know
How dark it is
Let me fall
Fall
Let me fall
It will fall
And all
You said
Will fall
And fall
And fall
Let me be
Lost
Because you
Don’t know how dark it is
To fall
And fall
And fall

I’m falling
Down
I’m falling
In love
I’m falling
Asleep
I’m falling
For you
I”m falling
Catch me now
Why does it hurt
When I fall
Why can’t I control it all
Falling so far underneath
And I catch my breath
My thoughts are falling
Out of my mouth
Is my life falling
What is falling for you

How dunb am I
I cant stop asking
Because I am lost.


I like lj

Speaking of likes,
My best friend has a crush on her neighbor. I think sierra should go out with him. We will call him joe. Sierra, my friend, also likes 10,000,000,000,000,000,000,000,000, 000,000,000,000,000,000,000,000,000,000,000,000,000,000,000,000, 000,000,000,000,000,000,000,000,000 other boys. I would like to receive advise, thank you very much. Joe is sort of my friend, and he flirts w/ every girl in ever. He does not know this. My friend sierra flirts a lot ,too. I hope no one gets jealous in that relationship. I also hope he really does like her back, how cant he, to the guys shes georgeous, because my worst enemy, capital R liked him too, last year. Am I glad they didn’t go together. But just to clear things, I didn’t go out w/ joe either.








p.s. i talked to "joe" hes not looking 4 a gf, but just not that its sierras ugly.........
i hope he decides he wants a gf soon so he and sierra can b happy.


ummmmmmmmmm i'm gonna go now

Every day

o. i have not put in ne poems lately, i am so sorry. sql sux. i'm here @ tha library and all mai peerz r here.

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why do i constantly complain?

need a man

must find a hott guy.

once upon a time

life sux. i need a man. no, not really. i need a hug. lol. life is wierd. oh, well, life is. MUST GET DUN W/ HM WK!!!


Spencer has no chin shape, really, but for some reason he still has a second one. (is that confusing or what???!!!)


cory. he is my friend. he thinks sies hott. he must not know our rules:

like us equally
date us equally
dance with us
secretly like me better
if u date 1 of us, u can still flirt w/ tha other
there r no rules, baby (lol)




he'll get to know me n knoe i'm hotter. plus i got a better milkshake

tha dance

sierra and i r both over spencer. he is now dating an ugly girl. i dont get it. i dont care.

my first bf ever, from kintergarden, is my new guy. first guys neva end.

sql4

homework is infinity. confusion is my mystery. love is my longing. longing is my love.

yes i said that, created it, and u can quote me.





why do i like spencer. usually i h8 ftball players, but this 1s diffrent, i think. i hope. dad started talking 2 me again. he hadnt talked 2 me in awile. wat a bby.


spencer is.....


.... i dont know. hes nice and cute. ummmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm idk


MUST GET A BASS MUST LEARN MORE MUSIC MUST BUY CRONICLES OF LIFE AND DEATH BY GOOD CHARLOTTE

bie

sql3

nothing much. jessica curler wants to go out w/ mike. gotta askim 4 her. i hope spencer likes me. the rents had a fight last night. open house, didnt go. daddy might get a divorce (finally) no more fights if that happened. but i guess things r the same. buh-bie

sql2

i gave a song from mai fave band 2 spencer. he gave me a really ql smile when he saw me next. go to google and type in lyrics to dont wanna stop by good charlotte. there u go
bye

sql

School is the most boring thing on the planet

This just in

E-mail me, u idiot!!!

childofdark1981@yahoo.com