hey not to much to talk about

lalala
like tha pic?
hmmmmmmmm
i still like brian
but i have doubts
at least mabey Matt likes me.... that would be a great rebound.
ewwwwwwwwwwwww
Cory Hansen xalled me! he is ewwwwwwwww.
he wanted me to ask out MEENA
long story short: i said no and he asked ME out then. i lied that meena had a boy friend. me too.
ewwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww
ewwwwwwwwwwwww
well at least he has good taste! :)

rainbows

[Violent J]This goes out to that special someone in my lifeOh we all have somebody special, this is for themI like ice cream, cherry pie And lemonade with summer breezeI like rainbows, leafy trailsAnd puppy dogs with bumble beesI like cotton candy gumAnd bumper cars and carnivalsGolden skies and hazel eyesAnd sand in-between my toes...but(Chorus)SOMETHIN' TELLS ME THAT I HATE YOU!SOMETHIN' TELLS ME I MUST KILL YOU![Shaggy 2 Dope]YOU AIN'T SHIT BUT A SLUTY ASS MOTHERFUCKING SLUT YOU FUCKING WHORE!I FUCKING HATE YOU![Violent J]I like birthday candle cakes, and titty shakes with siliconeSecret whispers and Delok SistersAnd apple dips, ginger bread homesFaygo chills they give me thrillsAnd Nyquil pills they make me smileHershey Kisses and happinessesSomething so bliss yet all the while(Chorus)[Shaggy 2 Dope]SUCK MY FUCKING DICK, FUCK OFFGO FUCK YOURSELF YOU FUNKY ASS LITTLE BIOTCH![Violent J]I like Shaggy he's my friendI like his mom she nice to me[Shaggy 2 Dope]Thank you J, I like you too[Violent J]Oh well, it's okay we're familyRavor chicks and kung fu flicksAnd sugar sticks like lollipops (popping sound)All these things happiness bringsBut my hatred for you don't stop...bitch(Chorus 2x)[*Shaggy yelling*]BIAAAATCHHHHH, I FUCKING HATE YOUUUUU I FUCKING KILL YOUUUUUU, YOU SCARY BIIIIITCH The hottest songs from Insane Clown Posse

omg thats me n im awsum

mysterious AND amazing!!!

i guess u ve been hearing a lot about brian

just tell me when it gets annoying
lotsa updates from today:
1st hr- brian is in my lab group, science. we do a lot of talking!
and then in 3rd hr- i through one (1) paper ball at him and i get practically showered with them in return! and then i was TRYING to glare at him but he is just so........ so i dont know, cute, i can't pretend to be mad @ him!
so then comes 7th hr- meena told him i liked him. i dont really know how to explain or understand his reaction. frankly, he didnt react. he does not show if he cares or not. BUT THERES MORE...
then my art class (Matt, Mark, Tyler, KAtie, Sarah, Nikki, Rachel, me) wuz trying to figure out who he, the guy i liked, wuz. then matt jokingly said jay, the Gr0sSEsT guy in out grade . so i was faking i looooooved jay and seriously said "hes amazing i reallly wantto marry him" and rachel said"Wat if brian wuz out side the door listening and thought it wuz him u said that about" and then whos to walk in the door but him. i was sooooooo embarassed that i kept the all ready old joke going so brian wood hear. so i wuz embarassed 2 in 15 sec. A RECORD
theres still more
after class i wuz walking w/ meena and gabby and brian and gabby pushed ME into BRIAN. gabby is really strong and i fake cat fighted her it wuz funny but embarassing. ough!!!!!!

loooooong day

but i am getting my braces off soon, 20 days.
i like brian a lot. his eyes take me away!
he is Italian
hes older than me
he is medium quiet
he has great eyes
he flirts
he has a nice voice (talking)
he has amazing eyes
i ve been thinking about vampires.
i now have a new belief. i call it christian/spiritualist but it is very LoOSe om beliefs but i think its right. it focuses mainly on life after death and that there is a God and he is like cool.
hmmmmm
leave me a comment about vampires.
i wonder if i am really one like people tell me.
but the real vamps say that if u r wondering you 98% chance u r 1.
i just hope if i am im good at it! lol ;)

early release

oaky. i kinda like a guy. he meets my criteria. he has the GREATEST eyes that if i could i wood look in at long periods at a time. MEENA asked out ALEX!!!!!!!!!!!!
but alex cant date but he wood say yes. nigel ridly is the nerd and he can date but the most popular guy cant date. that is effin messed up!!!
but i like brian.

december- rehersals, dinners, concerts, pressies

i loooooooove pressies. i love getting someone something theyll love foreverrrrrr. and of course i do enjoy my presents!
rehersals- okay they are VERY boring but i like being in a choir it just connects you and all the energy and spirit is wayyy cool and there is the occasional flop that is funny.
mr. & mrs. smilth is a waaaaay awsome movie.
myspace is like waay annoying i ve tried 100 times to get a freakin account!!!!!!!
adiemus is like an annoying song.... but in the end, i really like it plus tomorrow i get to see emily roths and i havent seen her in 2 years! damn you myspace!!!!