love by:hannah holtz (a friend)

luv is special
luv is kind
luv is neva left b hind
luv is sharing
luv is caring
luv is wat god
has 4 u



i wanted 2 rite that up here cuz all my poems r angry or sad so there u r ur "happy" poem.

depresion

first thing i wanna say:
BILLY ROX ME 2 DEATH or close enuph
got sum songz


i'm stuck here/i'm nobody/I'm undiscovered/my life is confined/ inside these walls/my life is open/onto paper/ life is short/ death is shorter/ i wanna mke something of/ this hopeless life/ and be discovered/ and be uncovered/ i dont wanna b rich and famous/ but they sounbd like fun/ i wanna b an inspiration/ like you r 2 me

i dont know bout u but i am sick of thinking of titles for how boring my life is

billy rox. ummmm, field trip 2day. no guys in my life. havent written a song, but if i wuz @ home i'd have sum 4 u. guess i'll bring mai notebook here 4 once. i wish sum thin x citin wood happen 2 me. even sumthing scary. it wood b funnish. lately ive been trying to make fun 4 myself. but that leads 2 trouble. maybe a stalker wood b fun. sum 1 obsessed about me. sounds hott. i guess. maybe a famous person will discover me. i need a business card. emily leclaire: musican. emily leclaire: artist.

sql5

@sql math. ummmmmmmmmmmm ttyl

Boredom, anger, and boredom(did i mention frikin BOREDOM???!!!!!!!)

im mad a lj. ma b i dont want a guy in my life right now. plus hes really ANNOYING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i just need to find a hard working, yet mellowish, strong guy who eats, breaths, sleeps, LIVES music like i do. music is my life and the only thing ive ever given my all at. music was created 4 me, i was created 4 music. as u read this, i want you 2 know, u cant even imagine the emotion i typed this in. my emotin, love, and devotion 2 music is so full- it is a fullness that i will never run out of. in fact i shall comit suicide if i ever fail music, or loose my fullness. i vow i will comit suicide if that ever happens.

yes, i am still bored. yes, my apple sauce was drugged or sumthing- i'm hyper. put that whole music thing IS FRIKIN TRUE.

confused

LJ called me his gf in front of ppl!!!! but 4 sum reason, i dont know if he ment it. i cant x plain. he also said he broke up w/ katie. i am happy, but i hope she is not mad @ him, and i hope she does not find out that i could be his gf. i will update. i am exited. he said if he had $, we'd go 2 culvers, but i bet mai mom woutlnt let me. wat a geek i am, huh. i hope he does not think that. bi