lazy

im like way tooo lazy and crammed this month. it all started with testing. not anytesting. standard. enough said.
i cant write poems loke i used to. cant read my "sixth sense" thoughts.
but dont get me wrong, really, im not depressed. its actually been good- like report card (THANKYOU MRS. BERMAN) and sie's b-day (14!!!!! paaaaaaaaaarrrtyyyyyyyy) and lotsa other stuff but that halloween candy is starting to show and wit thanx givin i am way not in the eating mood.

but speakin of depression, reminding me of goth-emily. i dont really know wo i am right now.
its so hard to be prep and ive become like waaaaaaaaay stuck up-er.
i kinda want to be goth outside cuz its so comfy, but my crush-a told me im waaaaaaay better in color. but crush-b is kinda goth but he doesnt matter much.

boys- jayson(b) spencer (a)
but idk. at least im goin to a party fri. and theres hot guys gonna b there