Boredom, anger, and boredom(did i mention frikin BOREDOM???!!!!!!!)

im mad a lj. ma b i dont want a guy in my life right now. plus hes really ANNOYING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i just need to find a hard working, yet mellowish, strong guy who eats, breaths, sleeps, LIVES music like i do. music is my life and the only thing ive ever given my all at. music was created 4 me, i was created 4 music. as u read this, i want you 2 know, u cant even imagine the emotion i typed this in. my emotin, love, and devotion 2 music is so full- it is a fullness that i will never run out of. in fact i shall comit suicide if i ever fail music, or loose my fullness. i vow i will comit suicide if that ever happens.

yes, i am still bored. yes, my apple sauce was drugged or sumthing- i'm hyper. put that whole music thing IS FRIKIN TRUE.