abandonment

i have abandoned my blog and personal journal! sorry! i hate not being popular! everyone always says emily ur wierd! but i think the popular kids are like waaaaaaaay wierd! sometimes i think every one hates me and im going to end up like jak bonaface or jay staub or carman hartman. *shudders* that would take a lot though. i wish i was at least middley popular, but im a total dork/geek. im not at the blottom or almost bottom. im in ther limbo placement. idk. i just dont like it!!!!!!!!!!!