unwritten songz!!!

this may b understandable if this is b ing read by a singer or writer like me. I cant get out anything. How can I put into words my screams and thoughts that r so unexplainable to me? Mmm kay, I’m getting a headache. I’m gonna practice my music. Gotta work on “rain” (u should b familiar) I got the notes in my head, I’ve sang them b 4, but I have 2 pause and figure out the notes to the beginning of the verse. Then when I try 2 get inspired, I feel selfish, I mean 1 of my best poems was written when my close uncle died. I’m running out of songs to paste up here from my document window. I do have poems from when I was preppy (very very very very very unbelieveable). And I do have poems from when I was more punk. But 2 me now they seem preppyish maybe a little. (if that makes sense) I think I’m gonna change my music, it may help. I’m actually listening to Good Charlotte. Definatle not a surprise, except 4 my scene.
The following poems r sorta sucky. (they are unfinished)

Uninspired
Mind as gray as
The sky
Practice my music
Who knows
What I’m thinking
Some days
I wish I could understand
I could understand

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Let it fall
Let it fall
Let it fall
Let me fall
You have failed
and You don’t know
how dark it is
let me fall
fall
let me fall
it will fall
and all
your said
will fall
and fall
and fall
let me be
Lost
Because you
Don’t know how dark it is
To fall
And fall
And fall

(end)